1:02 am

Where are you? I long for someone I have yet to meet. My missing puzzle piece. At this point in my life, I have never felt more lonely, ha...

Where are you?

I long for someone I have yet to meet. My missing puzzle piece. At this point in my life, I have never felt more lonely, have never felt more desperate to meet someone that will be there for me. To just listen and talk. Where is everyone when I need them the most? If this is the path I am meant to take, it sure is one lonely path. I'm constantly around rooms filled with people, but my mind takes me somewhere else, somewhere deeper and darker. Everything is a blur, the dreams they consume me. My body is there but my mind is not. I'm left alone with my thoughts. Longing for a person, my person. Please tell me I'm at least not alone in this.
5:01 pm

p.c: tumblr.com Don't be so afraid; to say no; to say yes; to say stop. Don't be so afraid; to wander; to ans...

p.c: tumblr.com
Don't be so afraid;
to say no;
to say yes;
to say stop.

Don't be so afraid;
to wander;
to answer;
to seek.

Don't be so afraid;
to go out;
to make new friends;
to speak.

Don't be so afraid;
that it will happen;
that it won't happen;
that it has happened.

Don't be so afraid;
of anyone;
of the world;
of yourself.

Don't be so afraid;
to see;
to feel;
to grow.

Don't be so afraid;
to try;
to do;
to live.

2:29 am

Thanks for the flowers, May <3 What a privilege it was to be baptized in the midst of great people. What it meant to be baptiz...

Thanks for the flowers, May <3

What a privilege it was to be baptized in the midst of great people. What it meant to be baptized? Everything.

Saturday, September 12 2015 was the date I and 28 other people were born again spiritually and breathed a new and convicted life. It was then when I realized that I could not live without church. I would not stand a chance in this Earth if not without church. 

For the past year, I had experienced living church. breathing church. doing church. being church. with a bunch of amazing people crazy enough to accept me for who I am. What is church, if not for them? What is church if not with them? These people commit their all to God, sacrificed loads to do right by God, one conversation with them and their love for God spreads. Their the explanation on how church is, WITH God. I found Him in everyone. I found Him here, after so many years of hopping to churches that run without Him. 


I still have troubles, I'm still troubled, I come home to trouble. But I have the ultimate weapon.

God.






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