1:15 am

Hey you,  You need to stop. This isn't good for you. Don't do that to yourself.  I need you.  Don't give in.  Don...

Hey you, 

You need to stop.
This isn't good for you.
Don't do that to yourself. 
I need you. 
Don't give in. 
Don't give up.
Don't kick yourself down.
No one is actually talking about you. 
Stop being paranoid.
Stop trying to kill yourself.
Read a bloody book, read hundreds of books.
Keep your mind going.  
Don't let it drift off.
Breathe.
Breathe...
BREATHE!!!

You need to get out. 
Find yourself. 
Find people who would join you instead of looking at you with judgemental looks. 
Treasure your time. 
Don't waste it away thinking about what you could've done.
Trust yourself.
Trust your instincts. 
Don't ever let someone else decide your life for you. 
Dream.
Do.
Act.
Speak Up, even though it gives you a sore throat. 
Make new friends. 
Stop thinking too much. 

Your future won't be there if you don't do anything about it. 


1:02 am

Where are you? I long for someone I have yet to meet. My missing puzzle piece. At this point in my life, I have never felt more lonely, ha...

Where are you?

I long for someone I have yet to meet. My missing puzzle piece. At this point in my life, I have never felt more lonely, have never felt more desperate to meet someone that will be there for me. To just listen and talk. Where is everyone when I need them the most? If this is the path I am meant to take, it sure is one lonely path. I'm constantly around rooms filled with people, but my mind takes me somewhere else, somewhere deeper and darker. Everything is a blur, the dreams they consume me. My body is there but my mind is not. I'm left alone with my thoughts. Longing for a person, my person. Please tell me I'm at least not alone in this.

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