Kindred Spirit
1:02 amWhere are you? I long for someone I have yet to meet. My missing puzzle piece. At this point in my life, I have never felt more lonely, ha...
I long for someone I have yet to meet. My missing puzzle piece. At this point in my life, I have never felt more lonely, have never felt more desperate to meet someone that will be there for me. To just listen and talk. Where is everyone when I need them the most? If this is the path I am meant to take, it sure is one lonely path. I'm constantly around rooms filled with people, but my mind takes me somewhere else, somewhere deeper and darker. Everything is a blur, the dreams they consume me. My body is there but my mind is not. I'm left alone with my thoughts. Longing for a person, my person. Please tell me I'm at least not alone in this.
Just Breath
12:24 amcredit: Tumblr Just breath. It has become my lifelong motto. When work piles up, when life blocks the path, when time runs out, I.....
Imagination
2:31 amWhat's good out there??? The vast space of the Universe, what is out there? I could only imagine. What would we do without Imagina...
The vast space of the Universe, what is out there?
I could only imagine.
What would we do without Imagination?
The precious time we spend allowing ourselves to sink into the deep end of our minds, trying to escape for that short moment. Letting your mind hold the steering wheel. Where does it take you? Anywhere.
Everything is better. It has always been better than the reality that is around me. It feels better, not having to think of what can't be done, what will never happen, what can happen. I'm an audience in a concert for one. Distort the reality, make dreams out of this power. Power to create, let it be in control, see where it took me. At the end of the journey, I open my eyes to a sea of disappointment. It's not real. Nothing was real. What is this? Is it taking over me? Can I not turn my imagination into reality? I don't wanna live in this reality. It hurts too much. Where does it take me? Nowhere. I'm stuck in a heart breaking equilibrium, I'm still a speck of dust to the Universe.
Thank you,
For making my time here on this Earth worthwhile.
Human
8:09 pmpc: tumblr Human. What makes us human? Is it the imperfections? Is it all the energy we choose to spend on sinning? Is it the c...
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Human.
What makes us human?
Is it the imperfections?
Is it all the energy we choose to spend on sinning?
Is it the constant motive of trying to find answers to everything?
Or is it hope?
Could it also be the constant reflection on that one question, "Why. Are. We. Here?"
Why are we even here?
I ask myself that question too often that it has consumed me from the inside out, it has become a thing of its own, a mass, so heavy I couldn't bring myself out of my bed at times. So HEAVY, that I did not know how to be human.
What are we doing here?
It.......It feels like we're supposed to be doing something,
What are we supposed to do?
I feel like we're supposed to complete a mission but everyone seems to have aborted on it. More and more have given up on hope, on faith, on strength.
The energy of this doubt, this big ball of negativity, it's growing, and it's spreading all across. It's a matter of time until it spreads throughout the globe and soon we will be left to believe, we're all on our own. but we're not, but we are, but we're not, but we are, but. we're. not.
This can't possibly be it.
If life is a story, this is not how it's supposed to end. This is not how I want it to end.
Is this what makes us human?
Generation
11:03 pmWe're the chosen generation, they said. Chosen to do what? Chosen to love? Chosen to hate? Or maybe chosen to destroy. Which one ...
Chosen to do what?
Chosen to love?
Chosen to hate?
Or maybe chosen to destroy.
Which one is it do you want to be chosen for?
How do I escape from my natural human instinct to destroy?
Destroying everything that's good. Everything that's in sight.
Destroying dreams, destroying hope and building new ones just so that I can destroy it once more.
I am telling you now, that I grew up learning to destroy.
And now, I am left with this dysfunctional instability of a heart.
One minute, I see hope, the next minute, I don't.
I act too quickly before I regain hope.
Pace yourself. Pace yourself. Pace. Yourself.
Wait. Wait for hope. Wait for dreams. Wait for answers. Wait for love.
I don't want to feel expendable anymore. I don't want to feel like I can be pushed around. I don't want them to take one look at my face and not a single evidence of maturity/seriousness is present. I don't want them to think that they can say anything they want just because I won't act on it. I don't WANT TO BE A PIECE OF BRITTLE GLASS. But I don't want them to keep saying these things either.
Chosen generation indeed.
Chosen to do so many different things.
But what I'm chosen for, I just can't quite figure it out yet.
I'll keep you posted
Fallen
10:31 pm. I woke up clenching my fists, sometimes out of excitement, sometimes out of anger. I walked clenching my fists, being afraid of ...
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